Balancing the Ledger

I love you when I love myself

Simon Heathcote
2 min readApr 26, 2023
Balancing the Ledger
Yashoda and I on retreat

Back and forth we go
in the sea-breeze of reality
rocking our little boat
side to side, loud then quiet

Funny how different faces
can appear in a single
human being, but we keep
on rowing come what may

same season whether
tsunami or a single drop
of rain. The key is to
keep showing up

I say it often enough while
trying not to preach — it’s
not all about feelings though
you really mean emotion

the push-pull of reaction
one place down from
love’s smoothness, which is not
sporadic but consistent

lives in the heart not this
fear-gut that taught us all
what love is not. Just stand
firm, don’t go overboard

I found this — I love you when
I love myself, the same dynamic
in the dark days of loathing
on the other side of the ledger

Copyright Simon Heathcote

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Simon Heathcote
Simon Heathcote

Written by Simon Heathcote

Psychotherapist writing on the human journey for some; irreverently for others; and poetry for myself; former newspaper editor. Heathcosim@aol.com

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