Hi Kelly, great share. WE are all doing our best hey and trying to find the right place to stand in all of this, to get comfortable at last. One of the reasons I love Advaita so much is that with practice and the conviction of my own divinity, I can know myself as consciousness itself.embrace pleasure and pain and know that I am in all of it. It is a kind of re-contextualising that doesn't deny the pain which many think but it does change the idea of who and what you are and that makes everything more bearable.