Thank you John, as ever it is interesting to hear your experience from the front line. I agree with all you say. For me that crossroads is at the place of I Am, where we question what we are and discover when all is stripped away we are consciousness itself. I Am is the way, the truth and the life. There is no question in the end we all come home and that home is shared. Also understanding tht perhaps what works for me is not meant to work for you, that God meets me in the heart of my individuality. Good to hear you.